- My Sadness -

....only for my Mr.Muchuk....

I MISS YOU so much..but seem you are no longer interested to entertain me...at all...='(

i'm so sad..to be honest..i'm so sad..... 

...n0pe..i'm VERY sad...

i used to say..to leave you...

it's not because..i won't you...

but it simply...because..u've someone else...

i know..i know it well...

you are happy with someone else right now..

what i can d0..='(

d0 you love me?? don't you?

do you miss me?? don't you??

is it I'm easily to be forgotten? ='(

is it I'm so meaningless to y0u?? ='(

is it I'm not worth for you at all? ='(

U used to say...U love me so damn much..T__T;

U used to say...don't ever leave U..T__T;

and U used to promise...that U will never ever leave and let me g0..

but now..i'm not more that an abandoned gurl..T__T;

why don't you hold my hand...??

so that i can forever stay by yourside...T__T

it is our promise right? ='(

thats the only thing i most wanted from you...

you know i'll never leave you..

never ever...='(

but now....

i realized..u're no longer want me...='(

u're no longer love me...='( and

u're no longer miss me..='(

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

T__T;

but always remember my pr0mise my dear..

my l0ve for u will never end...and

i will love you till my last breath....

so that I can be around whenever u need me.....

i will stand in the same place...
place whenever you make me happy...
and place whenever you make me sad..
i'll wait for you...='(

take care my sweetheart...='(

always take care of yourself..='(

i'll not bother you anymore...='(

and...

i wish u happy with your beloved ones..

T_T; ..........ILOVEYOU myLove....... T_T;

11, 2/4/2011