:: Year End Sale? ::

hahaha~ could this happen to me? never think of it before~ this pic appeared while i'm doing some research and found its interesting for heart broken person.......just like me ~ =) hihi...

Heart exactly not for sale~ even if someone could pay billion dollar for it~ hes really can't.. cause your heart is only one.. and your heart ONLY deserve for someone whom really deserve it~ =)

:: Finally ::

You used to say this to me~ do u remember? u promised me that u're not goin to leave me~ u will love me till the end~ so whats now?? everything leads to the end.. nothing i cant d0 since ur feeling totally changed by now... =(

what to do? u leave me behind while someone come close to ur side.... i feel badly sad! freakin sad like there is no happiness for tomorrow~ why u made so much promises while u are still searching for someone else? :'( i'm not easily being cheated~ i just trust u cause i really  TRUST you...

now...obviously u're truly happy with ur beloved one.. whilst me still thinking about you. keep missing you~  honestly.... i REALLY don't have any idea how to 'remove' your from my life..definitely not as a friends.. but as a someone who used to love me so much~ 

- Lost of Mind -

sebenarnya.....blog ini tercipta khas untuk insan yg aku sayang sgt2..

kire aku dedicated blog ni untuk dye..

segala luahan isi hati...isi jiwa..isi raga malah isi perut akan tercatat di dalam blog ini~

hehehe..

perkenalan ngn dye..merupakn 1 kebetulan yg cukup terindah..

haha....dr 1 pertemuan yg sgt2 x disangka..

telah berkembang menjadi sebuah persahabatan...=)

jujur aku kata..aku mmg sgt2 and tersangat la happy at that time...

dr kawan2..kami jd terapat...huhu

then mula tersuka...and lastly tercinta la plak~ huhu

<kire hubungan ni betul2 ikut flow la> hoho

as time g0es by..

aku rs..aku la gadis yg plg bahagia kerana dihadirkn insan yg tersangat istimewa spt dye..

dye seorang yg sgt baik...perwatakn yg menarik....

penampilan yg cukup menyejukkn mata....

and dye sangat menjaga tutur bicara..

setiap ape yg keluar dr lisan dye btul2 buat aku rs bangga dgn dye..

<it is a fact k~ not ckp ikut nafsu>

since then...

aku betul2 jatuh hati ngn dye......

..........

.....................

...............................

he used to say..

he felt what i felt...

our feeling is mutual........

we feel in the same way...

i truly happy like this world is totally mine~

hehehe..

........

...................

i thot...

my sunny day will be long lasting..

but....the rain c0me out of nowhere...

............

since then..........

i only have a gl0omy days~

now....

he is with sum1 else....

happily life with sum1 that probably he likes most~

and he wanted most t0 fill his life~

he no longer needs me...........

frankly speaking......

i feel so sad ever since i know he already has sumbody else~

but i try my best to cheer up my self and make mylife become wonderful..

sedehnya~~

sedih~~

"then..hes might not ur destiny"

maybe!

owh my heart~

u keep being disappointing by ur lover~

bersabarla hatiku........

usahla kamu terlalu bersedih............

27/07/2011

28 Mei 2011

assalamualaikum...^_^

just nk buat sedikit coretan mengenai pertemuan indah ku semalam.ehehhe

semalam i met my Mr. Muchuk......rasa happy sgt2 walau terasa sekejap sgt.... ^_^'

even da lama x jmpe beliau..tp setiap kali tgk beliau..rs sayang sangat2 and perasaan sayang ni x pnh berubah.. owh my Mr. Muchuk........ sila la tahu..bahawa saya sangat2 sayangkn anda..HANYA ANDA MR.MUCHUK!

- my ONLY one -

just now...i called my sweetheart..

s0 long not hearing any news about him..=(

hurm..he involved in accident few days ag0..
alhmdulillah hes ok...but with minor injury..

pity on myLove...but hopefully..everything will be fine 4 him....

he did ask me..d0 i have someone else??

did i already have boyfriend since lately i'm rarely contact him..

d0 i??

how could i see other guys while all my heart only LOVE him.....?

how could i looking for someone else while my mind only THINK of him...?

how could i want some else while all i wanted is only him....?

people might think i badly crazy about him..

yes! i think s0..

as my best friend used to say..

"its obviously that i've fallen for him...totally fall for him"

i once cried heavily when something unexpected happened between us..

and my friend said....

"...seriously..u love him too much! .."

hurm.....

what should i do..

i can't keep him off of my mind..

though....i'm not text or call him for days...

but....hes always cross my mind...always!

and always will be ~

it simply because....

U'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND..

1:50am, 20/4/2011

- Where are You??-

hurm...risaunya...i can't reach him tru his mxis number..

awk tukar no ke my dear? ke awk block saya? ='(

da benci sangat ke awk kt saya? ='(

i faced all this things while my love for you stay still like before..='(

i love u as much as i love u in our happy time..and

it never been decreased even for 0.1%....='(

my dear.....i'm really sorry for all mistakes i've done...

but trust me my sweetie..i never meant to hurt you..='(

i try my best to make u happy..

but sometime..without i realize..i'm hurt u...

i'm really sorry for that...and i'm really sorry...

you know how much u mean to me? ='(

you know how important you are to me? ='(

please come back my sweetheart...please....='(

i really miss u....='((

1:52, 4/4/2011

- Mr Right -

finding love..is not about..

finding someone that we want to live with..

but...it is about..

finding someone that we can't live without...

...good luck guys in finding your true love...^__^v

may Allah always bless us...

- My Sadness -

....only for my Mr.Muchuk....

I MISS YOU so much..but seem you are no longer interested to entertain me...at all...='(

i'm so sad..to be honest..i'm so sad..... 

...n0pe..i'm VERY sad...

i used to say..to leave you...

it's not because..i won't you...

but it simply...because..u've someone else...

i know..i know it well...

you are happy with someone else right now..

what i can d0..='(

d0 you love me?? don't you?

do you miss me?? don't you??

is it I'm easily to be forgotten? ='(

is it I'm so meaningless to y0u?? ='(

is it I'm not worth for you at all? ='(

U used to say...U love me so damn much..T__T;

U used to say...don't ever leave U..T__T;

and U used to promise...that U will never ever leave and let me g0..

but now..i'm not more that an abandoned gurl..T__T;

why don't you hold my hand...??

so that i can forever stay by yourside...T__T

it is our promise right? ='(

thats the only thing i most wanted from you...

you know i'll never leave you..

never ever...='(

but now....

i realized..u're no longer want me...='(

u're no longer love me...='( and

u're no longer miss me..='(

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

T__T;

but always remember my pr0mise my dear..

my l0ve for u will never end...and

i will love you till my last breath....

so that I can be around whenever u need me.....

i will stand in the same place...
place whenever you make me happy...
and place whenever you make me sad..
i'll wait for you...='(

take care my sweetheart...='(

always take care of yourself..='(

i'll not bother you anymore...='(

and...

i wish u happy with your beloved ones..

T_T; ..........ILOVEYOU myLove....... T_T;

11, 2/4/2011

- Yippie!! -

saya sangat happy!!!

:: I love U so much Mr. Muchuk ::

4.09, 30/3/2011

- Keep Waiting -

hurm..ari ni....the whole day x dpt response dr Mr. Muchuk..

i called him many times..

tp mylove x pick up my call..

Mr.Muchuk sibuk kot..

or probably...saya ada buat silap...

oppa..biane....='(

11.15pm, 27/3/2011

- Waiting -

malam ni..rindunya kt Mr. Muchuk...

igt nk merajuk maen2 ngn dye.....

tp dye ade keje rsnya mlm ni...

sy tggu dye ni...

tak tahu nk buat ape..ngadap laptop..

tp asik berharap Hp berbunyi.....

mata tgk screen..tp fikiran melayang ke Mr. Muchuk..

saya da wat super saver..tp call Mr. Muchuk..

dye x agkt...apa la Mr. Muchuk sdg buat di sana..

saya setia menanti...........^__^' heeee

2.15am
27/03/2011

- Help Me -

ya Allah......

kuatkan la semangat aku untuk terus bersamanya..

tabahkan la hatiku untuk terus menyayanginya..

sungguhpun hati ini terus menerus diduga...

ya Allah...

permudahkan la perjalanan hidupku...

sesungguhnya Engkau la perancang akan hidup dan matiku...

ya Allah.

andai insan istimewa ku ini tercipta untukku..

permudahkan lah hatiku dalam mendekati hatinya...

dan..andainya.......

cintaku ini bukan untukku..

tabahkan lah dan damaikan lah hatiku

dalam menempuhi ketentuanMu....

- is it ??? -

is it everything will be over?

is it..he really mean to leave me?

to be frank.....

i feel so sad...

i feel so bad...

but..what to do...

he choose to leave me...

even he knows how much i love him...

but..what to do...

not everything i wanted will be mine..

but...

the only thing i can do is..

keep on praying..

may Allah gives me strength..

to continue facing His trial...

its really hard to let go..

someone who is really precious in my life.. 

someone who i love with all my heart...

someone who always cheer me up...

someone who always makes me laugh..

and someone who is really IMPORTANT to me..

but...

no matter how far u go..

no matter how away u leave me..

i will keep continue to love you..

and I WILL LOVE YOU till the end of my life...

insya Allah..................................