:: Year End Sale? ::

hahaha~ could this happen to me? never think of it before~ this pic appeared while i'm doing some research and found its interesting for heart broken person.......just like me ~ =) hihi...

Heart exactly not for sale~ even if someone could pay billion dollar for it~ hes really can't.. cause your heart is only one.. and your heart ONLY deserve for someone whom really deserve it~ =)

:: Finally ::

You used to say this to me~ do u remember? u promised me that u're not goin to leave me~ u will love me till the end~ so whats now?? everything leads to the end.. nothing i cant d0 since ur feeling totally changed by now... =(

what to do? u leave me behind while someone come close to ur side.... i feel badly sad! freakin sad like there is no happiness for tomorrow~ why u made so much promises while u are still searching for someone else? :'( i'm not easily being cheated~ i just trust u cause i really  TRUST you...

now...obviously u're truly happy with ur beloved one.. whilst me still thinking about you. keep missing you~  honestly.... i REALLY don't have any idea how to 'remove' your from my life..definitely not as a friends.. but as a someone who used to love me so much~ 

- Lost of Mind -

sebenarnya.....blog ini tercipta khas untuk insan yg aku sayang sgt2..

kire aku dedicated blog ni untuk dye..

segala luahan isi hati...isi jiwa..isi raga malah isi perut akan tercatat di dalam blog ini~

hehehe..

perkenalan ngn dye..merupakn 1 kebetulan yg cukup terindah..

haha....dr 1 pertemuan yg sgt2 x disangka..

telah berkembang menjadi sebuah persahabatan...=)

jujur aku kata..aku mmg sgt2 and tersangat la happy at that time...

dr kawan2..kami jd terapat...huhu

then mula tersuka...and lastly tercinta la plak~ huhu

<kire hubungan ni betul2 ikut flow la> hoho

as time g0es by..

aku rs..aku la gadis yg plg bahagia kerana dihadirkn insan yg tersangat istimewa spt dye..

dye seorang yg sgt baik...perwatakn yg menarik....

penampilan yg cukup menyejukkn mata....

and dye sangat menjaga tutur bicara..

setiap ape yg keluar dr lisan dye btul2 buat aku rs bangga dgn dye..

<it is a fact k~ not ckp ikut nafsu>

since then...

aku betul2 jatuh hati ngn dye......

..........

.....................

...............................

he used to say..

he felt what i felt...

our feeling is mutual........

we feel in the same way...

i truly happy like this world is totally mine~

hehehe..

........

...................

i thot...

my sunny day will be long lasting..

but....the rain c0me out of nowhere...

............

since then..........

i only have a gl0omy days~

now....

he is with sum1 else....

happily life with sum1 that probably he likes most~

and he wanted most t0 fill his life~

he no longer needs me...........

frankly speaking......

i feel so sad ever since i know he already has sumbody else~

but i try my best to cheer up my self and make mylife become wonderful..

sedehnya~~

sedih~~

"then..hes might not ur destiny"

maybe!

owh my heart~

u keep being disappointing by ur lover~

bersabarla hatiku........

usahla kamu terlalu bersedih............

27/07/2011

New Me

assalamualaikum................

hehe..lamanya x update pape kt blog ni..hihi...

last up-date..ms mula2 dpt offer keje ari tu..huhu....

now..da kire sebulan sminggu lbh aku keje...

nk kate baru..x jgk baru........................

keja aku kt Cosmo ni..kire sntai la..

x pressure sgt...cuma kna wat sales..

x minat la....huhu..tu yg wat aku jd pressure..

kena hit target~ huhu........................

rs cam x lame je kt Cosmo ni..hehehe

27/07/2011

Letter Of Appointment

Assalamualaikum..................^_^
lama dah x up-daye blog ni..hihi... bukan ssb xda masa...
tp sbb xde info yg nk di up-date kan..hihi...kali ni nk story
psl upcoming challenge in my life..hehehe.. ^_^

setelah menghadiri 3 sesi interview dr 3 c0mpany ( Popular Holdings Ltd, Cosmopoint Sdn Bhd and Giant ) ari ni aku dikhabarkn dgn berita baik.. aku telah pun diterima bekerja kt Cosmopoint bermula secara rasminya pada 20 June 2011. uhai...
with regard to the position, yg aku applied.. Sales Executive... tp dlm tempoh 3 minggu di interview, the interviewer mentioned for the position of course counselor. but, at  the letter of appointment.it stated that the position is Marketing Executive cum Marketing Lecturer.. oh my God.. ^_^''

whatever pun feeling yg aku tgh feel right now, aku kna get ready jgk utk job yg bakal aku jobkn ni nti.
hihi...aku xley nk demand mcm2..i'm just a freshie without any work experience.. starting at well established company might be a barrier for me.. s0..for time being..aku nk carik pengalaman dulu kt sini.. hihi

ya Allah..nebesnya..hehehe..may Allah ease my journey.....=)

                                                                                                                      4:54pm/ 17 June 2011

28 Mei 2011

assalamualaikum...^_^

just nk buat sedikit coretan mengenai pertemuan indah ku semalam.ehehhe

semalam i met my Mr. Muchuk......rasa happy sgt2 walau terasa sekejap sgt.... ^_^'

even da lama x jmpe beliau..tp setiap kali tgk beliau..rs sayang sangat2 and perasaan sayang ni x pnh berubah.. owh my Mr. Muchuk........ sila la tahu..bahawa saya sangat2 sayangkn anda..HANYA ANDA MR.MUCHUK!

- Teman -

assalamualaikum.....^_^

entry kali ni aku tulis..disbbkn rs rindu yg semakin menebal pd teman2 seperjuanganku...rindunya!! rindu2!! hihih =)

hurm...da hampir sebulan terpisah ngn kawan2..........perpisahan yg mungkin mengambil masa yg lama utk bersua kembali.. hurm...sedeynya...... ='(  s0..bila terkenang kembali saat2 bersama kawan2..mst ter'recal'' memacam memory.. baik yg manis..masin..yg suka..yg duka.. smua ada... =D itukan lumrah hidup....hihi. manusia mempunyai 1001 perangai dan sikap utk terus hidup...... =)

....sepanjang hidup 6 tahun kt uia..hurm...i try to recall ade x scene where i hurt my friend directly or indirectly.. siyes~ i feel so bad if there were... ='( i won't hurt my friends...and i wont hurt anybody......it is b'coz i'm hurt even more when i make people hurt...its really d0es~

back then..since at mtrix...i tried my best to treat best my friends..all of them....especially the close ones.... =)

its ok..if me yg terasa hati or what..sbb for me...kite x rugi pape utk jd baek....(even xde la baek mane pun kamu tu aina..lalala~haha ) what u did..u get back... =) kadang2..bila kita berhadapan ngn kwn2 yg cerewet...yg byk cekadak..yg byk bunyi..tp buatnye tak....yg suka ckp lepas...yg suka perli2.. tipu la kalo kite x rs annoyed and irritating... s0.... org akan rs bnda yg sm bila kite pun jd cmtu... thus..the best way..jgn jd bnda yg kita sndiri x suka...hehehe...simple right???

...sad story....

dulu ms kt U..pnh skali...aku nangis teruk disbbkn seorang kwn ni..ehehehe..........nk cerita dr awl...tkut hbs lak ink kt blog ni..so aku pndekkn crita...de la mslh pribadi sesama kawan..<only involve 2 party...me and tteett.....> heee....... first time nangis sbb kwn..tu pun sbb..aku da lama b'sabar..alm0st 3 years.....last2... bila my sabar da reached tahap maxima...aku pun mengambil keputusan utk menangis senangis nangisnya... hehehe.. bersaksikn seorang sahabat... <malunya time tu....> =D

tp pas da nangis tu..aku rs lega..lega sbb da luahkn prasaan kekecamukkn jiwa aku pd sahabat aku tu... heee. b'4 that..aku feel sorg2 je..jiwa kacau pun sorg2 je....kire sendiri tanggung la..hehehe...aku rs..tu la m0ment plg x best spnjg kt uia...sbb aku rs disc0mfort ngn sum1 yg pnh jd kwn baek aku satu ms dahulu.....when it c0mes to people u love m0st..its really hurting~ --'

pd aku....bia la aku terasa or sedih dr kawan2 yg terasa..bukan nk berlagak baek ke ape..tp x best la if de masalah ngn kwn2...aku x suka bila ade feeling uneasy or discomfort bila b'dpn ngn kwn2... environment nti jd pura2..buruk tau bila kite jd hypocrite...n0 n0 no.~ I DUN LIKE~ ^__^v

tp....aku bersyukur sgt2 sbb di hadirkn kawan2 yg baek < referring to my best buddies.. M, N, S and B>...diorg ni jenis yg x kesa..x berkira..n yg plg pntg...bukan jns yg suka ngumpat sesama sndiri.. ramai je yg aku jmpe...  sesama geng pun kutuk sn..kutuk sini..adoi~ last2..porak peranda..bukan rumah tngga je porak peranda..kawan2 pun ley huru hara....heeeeee ^__^'

s0.....my point of view....ape sgt la nk terasa hati or merajuk2 ngn kwn2 ni nk di bndingkn ngn persahabatan yg da terjalin.....x untung ape pun.. bek kita happy2... if kawan ckp kasar..or perli2..kite just fikir...dye b'gurau tu..or...set on ur mind.."dye mmg cmtu".. nti kta xkn amik hati..hehehe... bila kita layan org ngn baek.. org pun akan layan kita ngn baik... =) 

.....or if guys takut termarah or terasa hati which may lead to perangai ala2 not nice t0 your friend..keep sum distance between u guys..ehehehe..s0. kamu x terkecil hati..dye pun x terkecil hati bila kamu mengecilkn hatinya kembali setelah hati kamu terkecil olehnya.....eheheh.. =) 

s0..... appreciate ur friends........^_^

4.30am, 15/5/2011

"Makin
kita mendekatiNya, makin teruji iman kita..

Makin byk
kita berdoa, makin byk ujian yg menimpa..

Kerana..
segala yg diminta tidak datang dgn segera,

Tapi ia
akan diperolehi..

Apabila
kita berjaya mengharungi..

Ujian
yang Dia beri..

Kerana
Allah tak memberi apa yg kita mahu..

Tapi Dia
memberi apa yg kita perlu..

Semoga
tabah selalu.." :) 

11:52, 7/5/2011

 

- Letihnya -

hurm....xda mood....rs cam sedeh je... ='( hurm... i need s0meone t0 talk t0..i need s0meone to cheer me up... and i need s0meone wh0 always can stay by myside....t0 share all my g0od and bad st0ries..hurm....

11:43, 1/5/2011

- malunyerrr~ -

uhuhu..hari yg agak memalukan..uhuhu.. td pg my parent suh amik adik yg bru balik dr kedah.. tp bukan amik kt Stesen Bus Larkin..kt stesen bus pekan Tiram ni je..ehehe... "......... ibu : kamu nti amik adik kamu... Me : me?? ibu : bawak kete..amik kt Tiram je......Me : erk...org takut la bu... Ibu : practice!....Me : erk......yer la....."

s0..dgn pnuh cnfident..ku bwk kete..mula2..ok..reverse dr garage umah..kelua ke jalan besa...smooth je.. TIBE2...opss! kete dpn break mengejut..kt bukit lak tu..pe lg..hik2..aku pun break terkejut...and as expected.. dut..dut..dut...engin kete pun mati..alamak..! start.. masuk gear..asal x gerak2..cluth x tekan hbs kot!..wat lg skali... tekan cluth bagai nk rak..masuk gear 1..lpskn handbreak... aish~~! asal still x gerak2 lg ni.. adoi~ l0r..x start upenye..punyelah nebes gile~ tgh2 alam lak engin kete tu ley mati..alhmdulillah xde kete kt belakang..try dkt 3x start.msuk gear..tekan clutch hbs.. alhmdulillah gerak.....ok2....keep moving...

then..smpai 1 simpang 3 ni...tibe2 engin cam nk mati lg..alamak~ and kebetulan de satu kenderaan ni..de la 2,3 mamat.. knderaan diorg kt simpang..kire nk kelua ke jalan besa..ahahaha.. bole pulak btul2 dpn kenderaan diorg..engin kete ku cam terbenti2..ala2 hidup segan mati x mahu. malu gilerrr.. tepat2 kt dpn kenderaan diorg..kete aku terus cam nk mati.. ya Allah...dr aku terhegeh2 and wat malu diri sndiri, aku terus prking tepi jalan and terus engin kete mati. ahahahhahaha..diorg pelan2 lalu sebelah and senyum smpai telinga..msti diorg sakan gelakkn aku..huh! uhuhuhu.....uhai~ mencinye~!! ^__^v

adik2 aku yg ikut gelak je..ahahaha..mmg malu..tp biaq pi la..yg pentg aku da displayed P sebesar2 alam kt cermin kete dpn blakang..then...kereta ku terus bergerak and menyusur ke pakan tiram.ehehehhe.. smpai tiram..my bro yg bawak..hehehehhe....

                                      1:41pm, 29/04/2011

- aduh! -

adesss....kenape la rs cam xde life je skrg ni.. cam byk bende yg x settle... kenapela i rs malas yg melampau2 ni..  nk buat keje smua jd malas~ <ish3..xm0 aina..xm0!!>  tp xde la tahap malas yg membunuh..
i ttp kms umah..memasak...cam td..i masak nasi ayam madu..alhmdulillah jd..hik3..<berkat refer kt 3 resepi yg i amik kt tenet and cmbine> ehehe..cuma...brg2 dr uia x hbs lg kemas..nek penuh bilik ngn brg2 yg i x tahu nk letak mane sbb my r0om looks like insufficient space. hurm...

hurm...ape nk jd aina?? adess~ 1 more thing...my family smua da risau tgk my weight..ahahaha... berat mata memandang..fahami la kalian..berat lg badan memikul..hik3..hurm..yup mummy...i'm on my way to reduce my weight..oh0h0ho..as my sis said.."u keep talking about diet3 for many3 times..but theres no change in ur weight.. aisshh!!". ahaha...c0ming s0on l0ng......kot..ehehehhe..

it same g0es to my feeling...rs cam blurr je..rs cam nk td0 je..<hah! membute plak....mana x bulat> adeh! hurm....tp xpe...i dalam usaha nk memperbaiki diri..mgkin sbb i gemuk ke org yg i sayang x appreciate i? dulu my ex suka compare my 'beauty' ngn girl2 yg suka dye.. xpe2..mentang2 kite x cantik..gemuk.. time suka...ye suka..tp dpt je prm cantik..trus tgglkan kite..hurm.. xperla. yg penting..kamu bahagia and happy! ehehe..i x kesa.... 

skrg..i xda so-called boyfriend. tp i de minat sgt2 kt sorang hamba Allah ni..hik3..dye da ade gf da..tp i x kesa..i dpt knl dye pun..i da rs happy sgt3..smua kwn bek i..my rumet n even my family tahu pasal dye.. n smua sedia mklum yg i syok habis kt dye..hik3..in the same time..smua tahu insan teristimewa i ni dah ade gf. saje i bgtahu diorg..lau x..diorg dok usik2 i..sdgkn kawan i tu dah ade gf..ehehehe..ni kire brani mati expose yg i syok sndiri kt public..kih3....^__^ first time ever in my life.........lalalala~~~

for now..dgn mud yg agak ngah d0wn..i x rs nk pk pasal llki..even jelez sgt2 tgk kt fb kwn2 dok tunang and kawen sana sini..yg tukar status relationship dr 'single' --> 'in relationship'.. uish..igt x jelez kite..um0 da 24..tapi single lg.ahahha.. kwn yg dlm pr0cess knl hati budi pun xde...kecuali insan teristimewa i tu...mmg i text/call dye je..ehehehe..bukan nk kacau bf org..tp.....................sbg kawan kot..........t0 his gf.. i'm really sory for crazily falling in love with ur man...............='(

hurm...i kna take corrective action ni......if org yg i sayang x ley nmpk and appreciate i..i shud appreciate diri i sndiri.. at least..i akan happy cam kwn2 i yg len..ehehe..tgk kwn yg xda bf..happy je..i yg pnh ade bf..tup2 kna tggl sbb bf i de prm len..ad0i~~~<malunye> ehehehe...tp xpe la..eheheh..len org..len2 dugaannya.. ehehe

ok....cukup kot luahan tuk ari ni.ehehehe.... for u ainaa shazwani...appreciate y0urself!!! be happy!! weeeeee v^___^v

24/4/2011. 4:05pm

- my ONLY one -

just now...i called my sweetheart..

s0 long not hearing any news about him..=(

hurm..he involved in accident few days ag0..
alhmdulillah hes ok...but with minor injury..

pity on myLove...but hopefully..everything will be fine 4 him....

he did ask me..d0 i have someone else??

did i already have boyfriend since lately i'm rarely contact him..

d0 i??

how could i see other guys while all my heart only LOVE him.....?

how could i looking for someone else while my mind only THINK of him...?

how could i want some else while all i wanted is only him....?

people might think i badly crazy about him..

yes! i think s0..

as my best friend used to say..

"its obviously that i've fallen for him...totally fall for him"

i once cried heavily when something unexpected happened between us..

and my friend said....

"...seriously..u love him too much! .."

hurm.....

what should i do..

i can't keep him off of my mind..

though....i'm not text or call him for days...

but....hes always cross my mind...always!

and always will be ~

it simply because....

U'RE ALWAYS ON MY MIND..

1:50am, 20/4/2011

- Father of Sleepy -

i'm pretty sleepy..

n0pe2..i'm s00oooo sleepy....

but i've s0me works to d0..

but..why IIUM's wireless is SO SLOW..??

i cannot d0 my job faster..

have to wait..and keep on waiting..

huh.....makes my eyelid is alm0st....ttuuuttt..... -__-'

- Butterfly in da Stomach -

dub..dub..dub..dub..

the sound of my heart beats..it keeps increasing as my first paper gonna be started s0on..

ya Allah...please help me my Lord...may all the materials i've read will not be forgotten in the exam hall.. amin...

7/4 -> MT

8/4 -> MMS

9/4 -> SBM

12/4 -> RT

13/4 -> MIP

aja2 aina..fighting~!! 
<assume this support is come from Mr.Muchuk> hik3.. ^__^v

- Smile -

i said to my best friend...

"...i'm sad...."

then she replied...

"...but u're always smile...i can't see your sadness.."

..i smiled..and then I replied..

"....in fact..i'm so sad...."

she starred at me...and then said..

"...even u're smiling.laughing.....but i know..u're sad ainaa.."

 

i saw her..and smile again..less than 5 second...i replied.

"..trust me..deep inside my heart..i fell so sad..too sad...." 

and then i smile again.....

.............she smile at me..and said...

"...u're strong my dear..u always hide ur sadness...even i can see your tears...but u still keep on smiling....."

....speechless for a while...

and then i simply replied...

"..i want to make my friends happy...so i have to smile.."

"..smile can make us happy..."

"..its ok to smile even u're sad..because by smiling..u can make others smile too."

"..that is the power of smile....so..keep smiling ^_^.."

12am, 5/4/2011

- Where are You??-

hurm...risaunya...i can't reach him tru his mxis number..

awk tukar no ke my dear? ke awk block saya? ='(

da benci sangat ke awk kt saya? ='(

i faced all this things while my love for you stay still like before..='(

i love u as much as i love u in our happy time..and

it never been decreased even for 0.1%....='(

my dear.....i'm really sorry for all mistakes i've done...

but trust me my sweetie..i never meant to hurt you..='(

i try my best to make u happy..

but sometime..without i realize..i'm hurt u...

i'm really sorry for that...and i'm really sorry...

you know how much u mean to me? ='(

you know how important you are to me? ='(

please come back my sweetheart...please....='(

i really miss u....='((

1:52, 4/4/2011

- Mr Right -

finding love..is not about..

finding someone that we want to live with..

but...it is about..

finding someone that we can't live without...

...good luck guys in finding your true love...^__^v

may Allah always bless us...

- Silence Mode -

silence doesn't mean I LEAVE YOU..

silence doesn't mean I HATE YOU....

silence doesn't mean I WON'T YOU...

silence doesn't mean I'M NOT MISS YOU..and

silence doesn't mean I'M NOT LOVE YOU...

..but..its just a condition when i feel you are no longer NEED me..

- Destiny -

hidup ini tak selalunya cerah..dan tak selalunya indah...kadangkala....kita sangka panas hingga ke petang..rupanya hujan di tengah hari...kadangkala kita sangka bahagia milik kita hingga ke akhinya.. rupanya dugaan dan cabaran datang bersilih ganti.......sedih?? sape yg tak sedih.. muka tersenyum..tapi jauh di sudut hati...hati ini sering menangis.. tapi yakinla pada Allah.... DIA Maha Adil dan Maha Penyanyang..tidak akan DIA biarkn hambaNYA terus berada dalam kedukaan dan kesedihan..di sebalik hujan yang datang..akan mucul sang pelangi yang mengembirakan......dugaan buat hati kita tabah...sabar dan tidak mudah putus asa...

STAY STRONG AINAA!

12:15, 3/4/2011

- My Sadness -

....only for my Mr.Muchuk....

I MISS YOU so much..but seem you are no longer interested to entertain me...at all...='(

i'm so sad..to be honest..i'm so sad..... 

...n0pe..i'm VERY sad...

i used to say..to leave you...

it's not because..i won't you...

but it simply...because..u've someone else...

i know..i know it well...

you are happy with someone else right now..

what i can d0..='(

d0 you love me?? don't you?

do you miss me?? don't you??

is it I'm easily to be forgotten? ='(

is it I'm so meaningless to y0u?? ='(

is it I'm not worth for you at all? ='(

U used to say...U love me so damn much..T__T;

U used to say...don't ever leave U..T__T;

and U used to promise...that U will never ever leave and let me g0..

but now..i'm not more that an abandoned gurl..T__T;

why don't you hold my hand...??

so that i can forever stay by yourside...T__T

it is our promise right? ='(

thats the only thing i most wanted from you...

you know i'll never leave you..

never ever...='(

but now....

i realized..u're no longer want me...='(

u're no longer love me...='( and

u're no longer miss me..='(

WHAT SHOULD I DO??

T__T;

but always remember my pr0mise my dear..

my l0ve for u will never end...and

i will love you till my last breath....

so that I can be around whenever u need me.....

i will stand in the same place...
place whenever you make me happy...
and place whenever you make me sad..
i'll wait for you...='(

take care my sweetheart...='(

always take care of yourself..='(

i'll not bother you anymore...='(

and...

i wish u happy with your beloved ones..

T_T; ..........ILOVEYOU myLove....... T_T;

11, 2/4/2011

- Yippie!! -

saya sangat happy!!!

:: I love U so much Mr. Muchuk ::

4.09, 30/3/2011

- T__T -

haruskah aku mengundur diri??

5:03, 29/3

- Final Exam -

this week..final examinations period will start..31/3

as for me..my papers will be started by next week...

so nervous.. so scared...

i'll be busy 4 these 3 weeks...

to my beloved Mr. Muchuk....

sory if i can't text/call u as usual..

but..always remember...

saranghae oppa~ ^__^

2:23pm, 28/3/11

- Keep Waiting -

hurm..ari ni....the whole day x dpt response dr Mr. Muchuk..

i called him many times..

tp mylove x pick up my call..

Mr.Muchuk sibuk kot..

or probably...saya ada buat silap...

oppa..biane....='(

11.15pm, 27/3/2011

- Waiting -

malam ni..rindunya kt Mr. Muchuk...

igt nk merajuk maen2 ngn dye.....

tp dye ade keje rsnya mlm ni...

sy tggu dye ni...

tak tahu nk buat ape..ngadap laptop..

tp asik berharap Hp berbunyi.....

mata tgk screen..tp fikiran melayang ke Mr. Muchuk..

saya da wat super saver..tp call Mr. Muchuk..

dye x agkt...apa la Mr. Muchuk sdg buat di sana..

saya setia menanti...........^__^' heeee

2.15am
27/03/2011

- Rapuh -

by : Opick

 

Detik waktu terus berjalan 

Berhias gelap dan terang 

Suka dan duka tangis dan tawa 

Tergores bagai lukisan..

 
Seribu mimpi berjuta sepi.. 

Hadir bagai teman sejati..

Di antara lelahnya jiwa..

Dalam resah dan air mata..

Kupersembahkan kepadaMu..

Yang terindah dalam hidupku..

Meski ku rapuh dalam langkah..

Kadang tak setia kepadaMu..

Namun cinta dalam jiwaku..

HANYALAH PADA MU..

 
Maafkanlah bila hati..

Tak sempurna mencintaiMu..

Dalam dada ku harap hanya..

DIRI MU YANG BERTAKHTA..

 
Detik waktu terus berlalu 

Semua berakhir padaMu..

- Help Me -

ya Allah......

kuatkan la semangat aku untuk terus bersamanya..

tabahkan la hatiku untuk terus menyayanginya..

sungguhpun hati ini terus menerus diduga...

ya Allah...

permudahkan la perjalanan hidupku...

sesungguhnya Engkau la perancang akan hidup dan matiku...

ya Allah.

andai insan istimewa ku ini tercipta untukku..

permudahkan lah hatiku dalam mendekati hatinya...

dan..andainya.......

cintaku ini bukan untukku..

tabahkan lah dan damaikan lah hatiku

dalam menempuhi ketentuanMu....

- SBM Dinner -

memory wif my beloved lecturer as well as my classmate ^__^

- UIAM/IIUM -

ya Allah....

sedihnya..........

pengajiaan degree ku di UIAM hampir tamat..

sedihnya....='(

2 tahun kt pusat matrikulasi UIAM...

plus 4 tahun compeleting my degree di U yg sama...

buat rasa sayangku kt UIAM ni mmg xley di ucap ngn kata2..

sedehnya.... ='(

ku lewati hari2 yg semakin menghampiri penghujungnya di UIAM

ini dgn hati yg sedih...

UIAM...dunia dimana aku menghabiskan masa remajaku..

6 tahun menjadi pelajar UIAM...

cukup untuk membuat aku rs bangga dan bersyukur sbb terpilih menjadi

salah seorang drpd warganya...

kadang2...

tension jgk...

tgk U laen..xperlu amik course selain course department...

especially for Islamic subjects..

but we have to!

subject under department laen..

subject under kuliyyah laen..

subject under university laen...

kena masuk kelas fardhu ain.

kena masuk kelas tuk blajar baca al-Quran.

kena masuk kelas bahasa arab..

kena masuk kelas bahasa inggeris..

usrah lagi...

  skill class lg..blaja psl leadership..parenting...

smua ni wajib dilalui oleh smua pelajar uia..

suka atau x suka..

tapi....semua ni utk siapa??

untuk kebaikan kami juga..ya ALLAH..

THANKS A LOT IIUM FOR ALL THESE THING...

WE REALLY APPRECIATE IT!

now..i can't say that i don't love my IIUM..

it teach me a lot!

its really helps it's students to become not only a good person,

but also a good Muslim....

insya Allah..

- Gemuknya Saye -

haish..

bile nk kurus ni ainaa...

<x diet mane nk kurus ainaa> ohoho

hurm.....

sbb tu kot..saye x de bf lg..

uhuhuh..

lelaki mst pandang prm yg kurus..n comel..

hurm.....

xpela..yg pntg saya happy! ehehe.. ^__^'

- Kepastian -

  By: In-team

Ujian Tuhan kepada semua insan
Adalah kehidupan ini
Yang baik menjadi tuntutan
Yang buruk dijauhkan

Syurga yang dijanjikan
Bukanlah suatu khayalan
Tentang nikmat berpanjangan Ilahi

Neraka yang tercipta
Menghimpun azab derita
Tangisan kesengsaraan insan

Syurga adalah kelazatan
Terbentang buat hamba beriman
Yang kasihkan Tuhannya
Yang kasihkan Rasulnya
Yang kasih agamanya

Neraka tempat kemurkaan
Antara kedurjanaan insan
Yang lupakan Tuhannya
Yang lupakan Rasulnya
Yang lupa agamanya

Siapakah yang lebih mulia
Dari mereka yang tidak lupa
Janji Allah adalah kepastian
Dan nikmat syurga adalah indah..

- redha -

ya Allah...

jika inilah dugaan yg telah KAU tetapkan untukku...

jika inilah ujian yang telah KAU suratkan untukku..

aku mohon padaMU ya Allah..

bantulah aku dalam mengharungi dugaanMu ya Allah..

tabahkan lah hatiku dalam menempuhi ujianMu ya Allah..

sesungguhya..

aku hanyalah seorang insan yang kerdil..

yang terlalu lemah tanpaMu ya Allah..

yang tidak punya apa2 tanpa bantuanMu ya Allah....

ya Allah..

adakalanya aku terlalu leka dengan nikmatMU ya Allah..

adakala aku terlalu hayal dengan segala anugerahMU ya Allah..

adakala aku terlalu alpa dengan keindahanMU ya Allah..

ampunilah aku ya Allah...

sesungguhnya......

setiap nikmat yang Kau berikan....

bisa Kau ambil semula..

ya Allah............maafkanku........='(

ya Allah...

adakalanya..

aku terlalu sedih akan dugaanMu..

adakalanya...

aku terlalu menangisi akan ujianMu..

aku takut ya Allah..

andai aku x mampu menanggung ujianMu...

maafkan aku ya Allah.....='(

ya Allah....

terima kasih atas segala ujianMu ya Allah..

kerana..setiap sesuatu yg Kau berikan kpda hambaMu..

adalah yg tebaik buatnya...

kerana aku sangat yakin padaMu ya Allah..

tidak Kau turunkan sesuatu untuk hambaMu..

melainkan tersirat kebaikan dan kebahagiaan untuknya...

ya Allah..

aku memohon agar KAU terus..

meminjamkn segala nikmat yg telah kau berikan kepadaku..

sesungguhnya aku teramat bersyukur atas kurniaanMU yang Allah..

tiada apa yg lebih membahagiakn di dunia ini..

melainkn diberikan nikmat yg tiada tolok tandingannya drpadaMU ya Allah..

ya Allah....

terima kasih ya Allah..
kerana menghadirkan insan2 yang sangat hebat buatku...

aku bersyukur mempunyai keluarga yang sntiasa membahagiakan..

ibu dan abah yg sentiasa memberikn kata2 peringatan..

yang sentiasa membimbing aku utk menjadi anak yg baek...

adik beradik yg sentiasa memceriakan..

terima kasih ya Allah..

kerana menghadirkan insan2 yg baik sbg teman rapatku..

sbg teman yg sntiasa boleh mengingatkan teman yg lain..

akan kebaikan dan keburukan...

terima kasih ya Allah..

kerana turut menghadirkan seorang insan yg sangat istimewa buatku..

seorang insan yg sentiasa memberikan kata2 semangat buatku..

ya Allah.....

tiada kata yg mampu aku huraiakn..

tiada kata yg mampu menggambarkan..

betapa aku mensyukuri nikmat MU ya Allah.....

ya Allah....

aku mohon padaMU ya ALLAH....

jangan KAU ambil semula segala nikmat Mu ini..

sungguhpun aku tahu..segala nikmat ini adalah pinjamanMU...

T__T;